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My mom asked me today;
"if your dad came back and asked you to help him with money, or talk to you would you?" I replied to her "No." she asked why and my response was "if he came to talk to me and called me his son I’d tell him his son died a long time ago in a car accident. The day I cried to him for help he refused and told me he can’t and won’t do anything. If he calls me his son i’d simply tell him sorry you must have mistaken me for some body else. Just think of it like this the day I got in that car accident your son died because you didn’t want to help him." My mom sat there quiet but agreed. She repeated what I said & looked sad but happy at the same time for what I said. I told her "Mom, just like you told me before, we don’t need him. we’ll prove to him that we don’t need his money or anything he tries to offer us. We’re much better off without him."
i need someone to breathe for me and keep me alive.
this feeling is coming back and there is no way I’m going back to the hospital. not now. it’s on and off so doctors wont be able to do anything unless it gets worst enough to the point where it hasn’t healed on its own.. until then i just have to fight through it when it comes .
Whether I die young or old, I just want people to remember me for the way I always put others first, including going out of my way to drive friends home from parties as the designated driver or if something urgent has come up. I don’t care how far you live or how late it is, as long as the ones I love are safe. I don’t ask or anything in return but a smile on everyone’s face.
Filmmaker Jason Silva Is Inspiring Us To Live Life To The Fullest - Existential Bummer
This video will possibly inspire you, make you tear up, and convince you to go out and start living life to the fullest — all in three minutes.
"Never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted." …
In other words… It seemed like a good idea at the time. LOl 😂
I honestly am blessed that I have the bros that I have. I never ever opened myself to you guys because I always feel that I’m just gonna be a burden. But last night we had that emotional talk on the balcony I really am thankful that I have you guys in my life. You guys are the reason why I stay alive. I needed that bro talk and even though I was drunk off my mind I remembered the conversation. I love you guys to death and I honestly wish I wasn’t financially unstable so that I can spend more time and do more for you guys.
The Earth-Shatteringly Amazing Speech That’ll Change The Way You Think About Adulthood
The past few days have been emotional, too emotional.. the conversation that i had with my father this morning just keeps on replaying over and over again in my head & it brings tears to my eyes each time. & I know big boys aren’t supposed to cry.. but for everything that’ I’ve bottled up inside it’s all overflowing & i just can’t even pull myself together. funny how i need some alone time when i’m already feeling alone.
it’s tough looking at my phone and seeing that it’s my dad calling.. but i’m no longer answering his calls.